Will I ever...?

Sequestering myself from the world,
The most frivoulous doubts crossing my mind,
When will it come,my turn..?
To find myself floating in euphoria,
Rather than drown in the melancholy....
When will it come,the time..?
When I will shy away from death;
And embrace life....
When will I,be accepted..?
In this cruel,delusional world..
When is it,that I will be heard..?
My painful cries of woe..
But whoever it is,whose listening,
Do answer me this...will I ever...
Find a way out this labyrinth......?

                            -Anusha Prakash